Sometimes I would read an article or essay or blog post and would think: "this is so beautifully written, I need start to write again", but sitting in front of empty page and not able to pour my heart out... 'cause there's not enough words.
Not enough in English or Russian, and something simple and very banal just doesn't seem right. All I do is leave it blank. Days, weeks go by and I'd start the same cycle again.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
October
Friday, September 12, 2014
Monday, June 16, 2014
Sunday, June 8, 2014
- have a great weekend.
- thank you, I will. You too enjoy yourself.
- why I'm always doing this to you? (Patting on the back)
- not sure, do I look like someone who need little encouragement?
- no, it's not that, you just... safe.
- 'wth' .. .. someone safe to touch?
- yep
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Thursday, May 29, 2014
Ex and vacation
- received phone call from ex today.
- you did? Why? How did it go?
- interesting, he's going on vacation, wants me to go with him.
- what? Why?
- I don't know, I didn't asked
- will you go?
- sure, we met when we both were on vacation in the strange place, we deal with each other better when we both away from reality. Although I'm surprised that he want go with me...
- you'd actually go??
- of course I will.
- you crazy
..........
I'm crazy to consider that, but...
- I heard you went to the beach this weekend, how was it?
- awesome, took three kids with me, wife stayed home, had a great time.
- you and 3 kids? Wow.. I'm impressed
.....
- will you ever marry someone who's been divorced and have 3 little kids, will you raise them?
- ... what??? ... yeah, may be, don't know
......
Conversation that I have with my boss. I'm working with a weirdo
Thursday, May 8, 2014
South America in July
Had an interesting conversation with Renat about next vacation together - Argentina, Brazil, Uruguay in July. First I was like 'wait, it's winter, not sure'.... now I'm like 'yeah! Let's go!!'
Wednesday, April 9, 2014
Vacation in October
Planing our next trip = check this out.
Flight from New York to Athens, board the ship and almost week long cruise between islands. Then back to Athens and 3 days in this beautiful city. Flight to Istanbul, Turkey for 3 days.
- 3 nights Santorini
- 3 nights Mykonos
- 3 nights Athens
- 3 nights Istanbul
Tuesday, April 8, 2014
conversation with my boss
- mmm... sure
- Anna, I love you
- ok, I guess...
Friday, March 14, 2014
* * *
- No.
- Why not?
- War on their land?
- Yes, we will invade them.
- What will happen to all Russians in US? Are you going to send us to concentration camps? You did that during Japanese war.
- I never thought about that.
- Also, remind me when in the history of the world Russia was invaded and loose?
- Hm... never I guess.
Sunday, March 2, 2014
March already.
Last day of February was sunny, slightly windy and cold but still beautiful.
First day of March brought rain, sleet, wind, icicles, and near freezing temperature. Now, we're to March second and I'm seeing snow on the ground, wait... what???
Yep, snow and ice.
Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Friday, February 21, 2014
Visitors
It's about 24 hours later, got about 5-6 hours of sleep. Had a wonderful visit. Both Lena and I took a day off and played tourists in our own town.
Serge is a father of 4, widower since November. He's hurting, and little in denial for his own need. He lost lot of weight since the last time we saw him (October). He doesn't sleep at night and working at the wee hours everyday. It's breaks my heart a little seeing him like this.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Working out
Didn't realize how out of shape a person can get with zero work out.
After two days of good work in our new gym, I'm so sore!
Monday, February 17, 2014
Work conversation
- "What I have in mind is sexual and inappropriate"
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Oregon Humane Society
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Cascade Club
And the icing on the cake was that Cascade is about 10 min away from home and has classes at 5:30am 4 days a week with Power Ride and Power Build twice a week each.
Yay! looking forward to our first class on Monday.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
Mid-week Post
This week is the same, Monday arrived with slight chance of freezing rain, temperature was below freezing level, but it did start raining around 7 am, and slightly warmed up. Our family has outrageous sense of responsibility, Alex and Vlad both left for work at the crack of dawn.
I end up waiting for the definite confirmation that yes, indeed it's warmer and everything is melting away. I left house around 8:15 and it was little scary before I get to freeway.
Work wasn't bad, as we had many cancellations and much of work was done last week.
Tuesday went smoothly with little hiccups (if there were some I don't remember) - Dad arrived from CA safe and sound, that made our house happy :)
Here we are... with so much uncertainty again. Last night I got text from Shelly telling me that she's not coming to work today, asking to cover for her in surgery room. When questioned if she's ok, in response I got, something like I have personal issues with husband, i'm safe and ok... weird!
Dr. A doesn't think she's okay... I wonder if her husband did found out about her been unfaithful.
It was very weird day - Dr. A did share some ideas about practice and future and stuff... Dani had a bad day to start with, but it's slightly improved toward the end.
Tomorrow I'm in surgery all day, hopefully things will go okay for everyone involved. I tired of talking about work in negative way.
Sunday, February 9, 2014
Winter 2014
Friday, February 7, 2014
Friday
Thursday, February 6, 2014
Winter Wonderland.
Snow has come to our city... woot woot!!
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
Hump Day
Today is a hump day, boy how I'm happy to get over the
One of my coworkers due to death in the family out the office. Angie is receptionist and guess who end up covering for her? Of course me, myself and I.
Monday was a blur, very busy, very maddening and very tiring. I start at 5:45am and left at 5pm.
Tuesday also was early start with lot work upfront. Shelly worked on Tuesday with about 70% participation - she spends so much time on her phone. Every time I turn around she's texting someone. Knowing what I know about her been unfaithful to her husband I can only guess who she was talking to. Toward the end I got so feed up with that, I'm not helping her at all today. After I arrived to work this morning, I start with doing my work, offered to cover lunch only when it's convenient for me. I had so much done. I'm really proud of myself.
Last night I met with Yulia, went over tons of things in quickbook, I had my work cut for me next weekend.
Tonight is Elsa time, I haven't seen her for two weeks, and quite frankly miss her face.
Sunday, February 2, 2014
Baby shower
Again, I forgot to take more pictures...
Seahawks won Superbowl
For all Seahawks fans all over the country. Big day for Seattle, and entire Pacific NW.
Friday, January 31, 2014
Massage Envy
Male massage therapists... that first.
Needless to say, we didn't know what to expect, heard enough rumors, seen plenty pictures. Tyleen at work said something about been butt-naked and having butt cheeks massage. What?????
After initial paperwork we were introduced to Van and Jeff. Oh my!
I've met Jeff before on the parking lot, shaggy looking fella with long curly hair, reminded me of ol' good friend from childhood Aivaz.
In fact I had a random thought what if that dude is one of the guys.
He is!
After escorting to the room Jeff left with parting words: undress to the comfortable level, get under the sheets, face down.
Awkward :))
Oy vey... this was most interesting hour. First 30 minutes tried to relax, and last 30 minutes surprised myself as I almost fall asleep.
We exchange about 5 words all together.
One thing I cannot tolerate is chatty person doesn't matter if it's nail person or hair dresser. I was hoping that it will be quiet and no small talk.
Jeff was good, pain level was minimal and I felt so much better afterword. I'm coming back for sure. And I think that I want to try full body massage next time.
It's helpful to have a cute therapist too :))
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Lena's Birthday
To celebrate this happy occasion very low key Alex, Lena and I went to Vancouver, WA to check out new restaurant. Located in the east side, on 18th and 164th this incredible place called Petra House and it's authentic Jordanian food.
The best shwarma I had in the very long time.
Friday, January 24, 2014
Insubordinate
I'm so mad right now, I can't think straight. I'm still thinking, and over-thinking if I should say something back. Probably it's good that I didn't say anything. It could get ugly.
Sunday, January 19, 2014
Shen Yun 2014
After checking then out on YouTube, I decided to buy the tickets.
Only 3 days in Portland, I was able to find least expensive tickets for Saturday night performance. Bought 3 tickets for Lena, myself and mom. Unfortunately mom didn't go. That another story.
Saturday night Lena and I went together, with 3 tickets. There's was a older lady holding a sign with "One Ticket please" as we walked by - I said: " Wonder if she selling or buying?"
Lena went back and asked her, we find out that she cannot afford the full price and was hoping that someone has extra ticket. Well we did have one, she gave us $20.00 and we gave her mom's ticket.
Ours seats were in the nose-bleed section in the Keller Auditorium, and as we walked in I asked Lena if she would like to pay extra and upgrade them to the better seats. After asking at the Ticket Box - we were sent inside. Strange I thought.
Inside I asked people standing by the door, they sent me upstairs. Upstairs we were greeted by a guy who explained that all 2nd balcony tickets were upgraded to the orchestra seating due to some technical difficulties. We got new tickets, walked down stairs to the general waiting area. As we find our seats we were surprised that there were many open seats. As time draw closer to the starting time we decided to move upfront after light turned off.
Light out... and here we come, not even sure what row we end up choosing, but I'd guess 12-14 from the stage.
What an amazing performance!!!
First half was 60 minutes long, 15 minutes break, then another 45 minutes of the incredible show of light, music and fluid movement of human bodies.
Friday, January 17, 2014
Family drama
"All happy families are alike; each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way."
(c) Leo Tolstoy "Anna Karenina
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Caffeine withdrawal
Behind every successful woman is a substantial amount of coffee. ~Stephanie Piro
Juice'ing
We have done it before, where all bring veggies and fruits to work, I have a juice machine and all of us on detoxing spree. Last time I think we did for 5 days. This time I was surfing the web and stumble upon the site with recipes and shopping list and testimonies from people doing this detox.
I print both 3 day and 7 day plans, after short discussion decided to start with 3 days detox. After work on Tuesday I went grocery shopping. $58 later and 5 bag full of produce I'm ready!
First drink this morning was called Morning Glory and had apples, cucumber, blueberries, grapes, kale and ginger. It was okay. I'm not a big fan of ginger and i'd put less next time.
Lunch drink was called Sunset Passion with beet, cucumber, carrot, apple, banana, kale, lemon and lime. I did also add flax seed after juice is ready. It's actually for dinner, but today Alex birthday and I'm sure I'll be eating more than juice tonight.
Headache, and sleepiness - those two side effects so far. I know it's only way to quit caffeine by going cold turkey. But it's still hard.
Happy Birthday, Alex!
Now we're no longer call him Sasha, and he's no longer little brother. He's a big shot in corporation world, he's young, confident man with a huge, bright future ahead of him.
Happy Birthday Alex, may all your dream will be in accordance with God's will and your life will be full of exciting adventures.
Dr. A
It's little hard to keep in line with someone who is only year older than you. Especially when he does everything to keep relationship between employees and himself more on the friendly level.
Last year he finished his residency in Michigan, purchased our practice, moved his family to Oregon and just a week ago celebrated 6 months as a business owner. Today, I was informed that he's looking into buying another practice very soon.
Dr. Demnan (I think) with Ahoha Derm is selling, so is Dr. Brown might be soon. And my very ambitious employer want to talk about how it all will work out.
Yay!
I'm pleased with his ideas, but also little concerned with so much luck of quality lately. What if we bite, more than we can chew? Right now when things fell of the hook, at least we have some sort of check and balance. But with new clinic... who knows??
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
Sarah is in town
Archer is so stinking cute!!!!
Monday, January 13, 2014
Teen choir
Lena's dreams always come true.
Today is the first day of the teen choir. It took her couple years, may be more, but it's happened.
We had 9 girls and 10 boys. Out of approximately 70+ kids, we have 1/4 showed up which is a good thing.
Next week I'm thinking we'll get another 10+/- ...
Teens seems excited, get to sing a little, I think they sound well. Boys will be boys :-)
Lena chooses three songs to start with, and I think she'll tremendously enjoy leading a choir again. I was happy to be there for sure.
late night visit
After confirmed that it's okay to stop by for a visit, Lena and I bought balloon, flowers, candy and mom's samsa went to their house late last night.
Sunday, January 12, 2014
Alisa is 4 now
How times fly. I remember holding her for a first time, remember when she start walking, start talking, start getting in trouble. She's a middle child, but also only one girls in between 2 boys. She has lot working against her, but she's a fighter and will go far!
To my young loving and beautiful niece, so delicate and gentle like a princess. For you I wish lots of happiness, days of sunshine and rainbows. May all your life be a fairy tale. No doubt, other people have nieces. But, I am confident that none of them are any where as great as mine!
Jazzy Bagels
Friday, January 10, 2014
Crazy week
Kira gave a small package to Shelly, left little room for imagination. Two of us saw it and reported to the office manager, then talked to the doctor.
Thursday morning things were so thick with tension when we start our day.
Juli went first and talked to her, then Dr A. It was very hard conversation for both of them, since Shelly didn't denied anything, but start crying and swearing up and down that she's not that type of person and that as soon as she got home, she throws the stuff away.
She talked to me too, and told me that she was framed, and hates Kira big time and very hurt by everyone thinking that she's like that. She offered to do a drug test which I think was very brave of her. But never actually did that day.
Friday morning, Juli and Dr. A didn't say a word about whole thing. Meeting went well, little tense and awkward. Before Dr A left for the day he asked, actually told Shelly that she have to have drug test done today. according to those who were present, she didn't like that at all. Juli called the Occ Med clinic, notified them and request an observed test. having a sister working for Occ Med, I know enough what observed test is. My heart little broken, 'cause humiliation is huge!
As I was leaving office for the day, I run into her in hallway, she was mad! didn't say a word, just walked by. I can understand that, I'd be mad too if I have to go through something like that. Girls said she was steaming, when she returned.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Food Bank
Loyalty vs. Friendship
January 8th 2014 will be engraved in my mind forever.
That the day when I had to choose between loyalty to a friend and reporting a crime.
With a broken heart I did what I must, in the meantime I think I lost two friendships.
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
Vacation saga
Who would thought that booking vacation could be such a pain!!!
First mistake we made we invited too many people along.
Second mistake we have to figure things out ourselves, others not even bother with planing.
Third mistake is we never bought a package before and little hesitant to trust online sources.
Fourth mistake we can't make our mind where we want to go, Mexico? Puerto Rica or Dominican republic...
Vacation is not booked, but we've seen so many awesome places :-)
If we ever get auditing...
... we would be in such a trouble. I got so upset today about some notes in pt charts, where notes not legibly written, not completed or signed by other person than who who wrote the whole thing.
Frozen
Elsa and I went to see a Frozen movie tonight. I truly like it.
It's a Disney kids movie, fairy tale about two sisters Elsa and Anna (even the names pronounced like ours) daughters of the king. Oldest Elsa has a gift of magic that brought so much unhappiness to both sisters until they both realized that love is the only strong feeling that can bring magic.
Like the songs, and talking snowman and reindeer.. and queen Elsa icicles :-)
Sunday, January 5, 2014
First weekend part I
It's started on Friday, woke up with sore neck. Can't move, can't bend, can't twist.
At night had a hard time to fall asleep, end up taking a pain meds.
Went to church with stiff neck, felt as giraffe all day :-)
Natalie stop by late at night had a good catching up...
First weekend part II
My neck is doing much better, thank you very much. At least 7 hours of sleep and I'm better person lol ...
At 9:30 in the morning we were at parking lot, meeting and greeting teens. There were about 30 teens, plus teachers. It was freezing cold!!!
Kids left for field trip, and we went to work in the office. Lot of invoices, new school month and new payments due.